blah, blah, blah

for those that have asked in messages on here, or on IM's or on e-mail or whatever: "is anything getting better?"
thanks.... for asking.... thanks for caring...
but thats a hard question.....
i'll go with No, though.... since shit is still...
well... shitty....

shit is shitty

that makes sense, right?

I think so.

and this is my blog, so screw what you think, while your reading it.
get your own blog, and think how you like, while you read that one.

anyhow... it kinda helps that theres been a couple of "real" friends there lately to talk to about shit, and help keep my mind off of everything....
but right now, all that is, is like small vacations.... you dig?

like how when you go out of town, you just gotta come home sometime, to the same shit, and deal with it all anyways.....

its always there....
and its always shitty.....
and theres only one way it'll get better....
and its not an option right now, and theres not a damn fucking thing I can do to make it an option...... i can talk to as many people, as possible, but its still gonna be shitty, because the one person that i would like to talk to, to figure out why the fuck shit is the way it is right now, and try to fix things and move forward, doesnt give a shit that im going through all of this.....

so there.

merry christmas or some shit....

later